~*XoXo, CoCo René*~

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Hello,

I know we don’t know each other yet. But I thought I’d forewarn you and let you know what you’re getting yourself into. So um here it goes…

I’m a girl.

No, really… I am.

I love pink.

I watch chick flicks, and I plan to watch a few with you.

I own a LOT of shoes. No not Dunks or whatever you call them… Heels… HIGH ones.

I tend to nag.

And be more emotional than I need to be at times.

I cry listening to music.

I am not the girl from the music videos.

I don’t have a big ass.

and I’ll probably ask you several times “Do you think this looks ok?” 

I love to cuddle.

and be held in your arms.

I’m not perfect but I was perfectly made

I come with flaws, 

missing pieces, 

and no instructions.

But I know that you’ll know exactly what to do. 

How to hold me when I’m sad.

How to make me smile.

Tell me I’m beautiful even in a pair of your basketball shorts and a tshirt.

You’ll tell me, “I don’t love the girl in the videos, I love you”

You’ll deal with my nagging and do things before I ask so I dont have to.

When I cry to love songs, you’ll understand because you love music just as much as I.

I know that things are gonna be great. Can’t wait.

XOXO CoCo Rene, your future wife.

So, sometimes when I don’t have anything else to do (or when I’m procrastinating) I find myself stalking the views for the videos on my YouTube Channel. (Don’t judge me lol)

Today, I found that over the past month my videos have reached a global audience and were viewed by people in Jamaica and the Faroe Islands, among other foreign places where they speak languages I’ve only heard in movies.

I don’t know if they were accidental stumbles upon my videos or if they were on a mission to see CoCo Rene but either way YAY! I’m glad someone’s seeing them.

I’m excited to have some free time over the next couple of weeks and I hope to have some new ones posted soon.

As always, thanks for reading, watching, listening.

Keep watching and sharing!!!

XOXO,

CoCo Rene

I really want to put up some new videos on the YouTube page. Any suggestions???

Recently, me and a very close friend of mine had a conversation about love. She asked me if I ever thought of love as just wanting someone to love, as opposed to someone loving me.

Here’s my theory. Yes. Loving someone who doesn’t love you is possible. But it doesn’t work if you don’t have both. The problem with unrequited love is that it’s draining. After so long of giving and giving and getting nothing in return, it’s all gone. And all we have left is the feeling that we NEED to keep pressing forth and maybe someday this feeling of “love” will come back. We feel our minds with the endless maybes of how you need to do this to get them to love you and the maybe that one day he/she will love you like they should. Unfortunately, they won’t. 

I don’t believe you can make someone fall in love with you, either they are or they aren’t. This is a big issue us ladies have. We just have to be big girls, suck it up and move on to the next guy.

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I still get a bit sentimental about my own situation. There was this guy who I was head over heels for. I may have downplayed it to my friends but in my mind this guy was really something special. There was attraction, flirtation, and like and lust were also in the picture. We hung out a lot, and my feelings for him grew, while I’m pretty sure his pretty much stayed stagnant. Regardless, me being that emotional girl I tend to be, I just figured, time would allow him to realize how much I cared about him and all would be well. Boy was I wrong. After a while, I reached a point where I could take things for what they were. And after years of hanging out and “hanging out”, I knew that that’s what we were. It was time to close the Word doc. to the fairytale I’d been trying to create and write what was. I’d spent so much time giving and giving and not getting the same in return. It was taxing. I was mad at myself for allowing it to get to that point, and I sometimes found myself angry with him, the unbeknownst. POINTLESS. So I did.

There’s still a little flutter when I see him or I talk to him. And I still find myself thinking about him more than I’d like to, but I know that the way things are is how it should be. It’s what’s best for me. I had to find someone who gave as much love as I gave them to keep me going.

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To me, “love” is like water cycle. Bodies of water give to the atmosphere and once it becomes saturated, it falls back down to Earth in those bodies of water. It’s a cycle of constant replenishing. 

If you’re the little ole pond giving to the atmosphere, STOP! No one wants to really find themselves in the desert and the only precipitation that will be occurring is you, lying in bed, balling your eyes out with a box of Kleenex, Ben & Jerry’s, and an iTunes playlist of depressing songs that you finally understand because you’re in the same situation.

Words of encouragement: Be strong! Find someone who’s worth your love. They’re out there.

~*XoXo*~

CoCo Rene 

Here’s to a doll and a special friend.